Thursday, March 12, 2009

I gave up today

Being a single parent is difficult, being one that constantly faces the failures of ones own choices sometimes just tears at me. It is amazing that I sit here thinking I just gave up today. I am detached, no anger, no depression, no gut wrenching pain. It just seems no matter how hard I try, I fail.

I haven't blogged lately, I haven't even thought about it. It is not that I don't have a lot to say it is I don't know if I want to say it. Or if others want to hear it. So today I just gave up...

Oh I will come back, I always do but right this minute I want to curl up pull the covers over my head and hope that tomorrow is a better day

1 comment:

  1. One day at a time ~ you are never a failure! As a 3 1/2 yr. cancer survivor, I have had this mantra for the last few years - you can borrow it if you like! :) "Strength, Courage and Hope ~ every day Baby!"